general confrence

the funny thing is i never really paid good attention i mean i did but i would also fall asleep i mean i am just being honest i love to hear the talks but just sitting in your house or your parents house just always makes you sleepy for some reason but anyways it is funny now that i have little ones running around i still can't just sit there and listen to the speakers cause i have a three year old trying to do anything and everything to get attention from everyone. but afterward she is happy cause then she has everyone's attention . but it is a fun family time that we have basically made a family tradition to go to my parents house for breakfast/luch and then dinner. but it is a fun time even if i don't get to actually listen maybe when i am old and gray i will actually get to listen wait no cause then i will probly be falling asleep again!!!

black widdows

so today my little peanut (zoe) was messing with our mat outside and i was trying to get her to stop so chris took her in the bathroom to wash her hands and was asking her why she was playing with the mat outside and we were telling her that stray cats pee on it and bugs crawl on it and so she was telling chris that the black weirdo's are creepy huh and chris was like what did you just say zoe where did you hear that and she was just all those black weirdo's are creepy huh and he was all you mean black widdows and she said yes but we were like zoe don't say that out in public cause that's all we need is someone thinking we were racist. for crying out loud the things that come out of kids mouths it is funny and emmbarassing!!!! but you gotta love there innocence!!! i can't wait see how dean is going to pronounce things !!! it is going to be funny !!!

Getting up in the morning

I hate getting up in the morning!!!! I wish i could stay home with my kids!!! I love my job but I miss them so much when I am gone. even though I am only gone half a day!!!! (why am I even complaining right!) but even in thoughs short few hours dean could be turning over for the first time or some other milestone that i will miss!!! but at least they are in good hands with my mom!!! but him and zoe are my life and I love them a little to much I think well if a mom can really love her kids to much. But I am sad every morning when i have to get ready for work and have to leave them. I have never known three people who could get me so frustrated and then in a second later have me laughing and in love with them even more than my little but growing family!!!!but now it is off to work and hopefully soon it will be me saying i am a stay at home mom!!!!